الأربعاء، 29 فبراير 2012

Chapter Three


I told Faris the moment I left the bathroom that I decided to take my four Chihuahuas for a walk and he's welcomed to join us so he sure did.
We walked around Qortuba's streets . of course we got really annoyed walking the dogs, I mean walking four dogs at the same time is a hard mission and I promised myself not to do it again. The weather was really cold It was the second day of our spring vacation . anyways ,Faris suggested to order hot dark chocolate from Caribou and I shook my head agreeing .
We walked all the way to il jam3eya,I had to wait out because dogs aren't allowed to get in. while Faris was  ordering I spent ten minutes playing with my dogs telling them to pretend death which was the one and only thing I trained them to do . Out of nowhere came a group of maybe thirteen boy older and around my age. they were teasing me , talking to me trying to get answers but I ignored them and tried hard to hide my laughter by staring at my iPhone and that’s how I always deal with Kuwaiti males, ignore. When they found that I'm not responding to them one of them started pulling my hair and another kicked my dogs  . I got really mad not because of that boy pulling my hair but because of them abusing helpless animals . and then I remembered Faris , If he came out any second and found them annoying me he'll get crazy and I didn't want them to start a fight, I didn't want them to hurt Faris.
"bas 3afya khala9 khalon," i said . *started walking away and they followed*
"Inkhale wa7da b hal jamal killa laish?," One of the boys replied.
I was frightened. they didn't look sweet , not at all. The type of boys mothers will try to get their children away from.
As I walked away Faris came out and saw them teasing me and the dogs .
When he saw them he came to us running with the cups held in both of his hands . He asked me what if I was okay and gave me both of the cups, I nodded . He then gave the boys a sharp look and I got even more scared , the last time I saw him that mad was five years ago when I told him that I broke his nano iPod .
I left the cups on the floor , held his hand and told him again that I'm okay and that we should keep going. he pretended not to hear me.
"shtaboun minha matist7oun 3ala wyouhkom?," said Faris
"Ohh shofouh ya7laila ga3d ydafi3 3an 7abeebta," The tallest boy said *the boys laughed*
I blushed, I don’t really know why I did I'm not even his girlfriend .
Faris pushed the boy really hard which made his head hit the wall and lost his consciousness, he fell down.
The last thing I saw before squeezing my eyes shut was the boys heading to Faris with white weapons in their hands.
I opened my eyes when the place was really quiet. I blinked billions of times but nothing changed.  Everybody was freezing, yes literally freezing. even my dogs weren't barking or jumping. Faris was freezing, the bad guys were freezing. I took a deep look around  the place but nothing moved . I then realized that the last thing I thought of when I saw the boys heading to Faris was to freeze everything . was it a coincidence ? Am I still asleep?maybe I was just dreaming and I would wake up any minute from now…

الثلاثاء، 28 فبراير 2012

Chapter Two.


Let me tell you something about my mother; she's a white tall woman , I guess I took my height from her. her hair is black and short. she has got two cheek dimples that I've always wanted to have . She has never cared about us . me , my big sister and my little brother . seeing her in the house sometimes is a miracle because she's always busy in courts , from one to another. And when she doesn’t have any case to take care of , she runs to her companies to check on them. But now that my father signed all of the companies to his name , she comes home early as soon as she finishes with the "law" thing.
Yes my father betrayed us, took almost all of the money , got divorced  with my mom and threw us to the curb.
Enough talking about my family and let's go back to that day . After my mother left my room , I didn't want to think about anything , I wanted to turn my brain off so I got my favorite band's CD in my stereo , volume so high and ended up dancing like a crazy monster . dressed myself up with party dresses , wore some makeup and took a lot of photo shoots LIKE A BOSS.
I then got so tired . I stayed up all night without noticing so I couldn't help falling asleep on the couch.
I woke up next morning to the sound of my cousin Faris laughing out loud at how pathetic I looked. I grabbed my iPhone , checked the time and got really mad screaming and shouting "For god's sake Faris It's eight AM why are you here?"*joined with curses* . he lowered himself right next to me by jumping on the couch and said "I woke up two hours ago couldn't go back to sleep and I've got nothing to do so I came in to your house"
I automatically smiled ,I tried not to, I tried to look angry.but for me? Spending time with Faris is way better than sleeping.
Faris is my closest friend and relative . His skin is tanned and his hair is long messy bright brown , I'm a bit taller than him. he has got a slim body . we've never cared about our appearances , I usually wear shorts and shirts in the summer and replace the short with a skinny jeans in winter .
I left Faris to go to the bathroom . washed my face ,brushed my teeth, wore my free city's purple sweatpants , put my crocs on and then got out of the bathroom. 

الاثنين، 27 فبراير 2012

Chapter one


"I've always wondered if I had supernatural power or didn’t . Was it because "I'm just a kid and I have a wide imagination," as my grandma kept telling me, or was it mother earth sending me those feelings."
I read this sentence in my old diary over and over again, the diary where I used to write every single thing that happened to me , sever years earlier when I was just eight . I read this sentence over and over with fears and tears falling from my eyes. I can't stand being myself. I can't stand being Rawa, a fifteen year old brunette girl who has troubles with blinking . yes, I over-blink. There's something wrong with my eyes' nervous  system that makes me blink a lot , which took my self-confidence away. Whenever I get nervous , I blink even more and that made everyone in my school laugh at me .
I closed my diary, put it under the pile of clothes that lied on the floor and wiped the tears off my cheeks as soon as my mother knocked on my door. I screamed letting her in.
She let herself in , eyes gazed and fixed on the pile of clothes that I was sitting right next to and then to my bed. Shock .
"laish mo mnathfa ghorftch?ana shgaylatlch?,"Mama Mariam said
"I told you I'm not used on cleaning my room and I told you that I'm not going to tidy it up," I replied
"Ta7achay 3arabe i7na ga3deen bl Kuwait, mita ma radaina wales tikalimay English laiman tlou3 chabdch," She replied
"Inshallah yemma bas mara7 aratbha al7een mita ma 9arle khlg," I replied
"W mita inshallah be9eer lch khlg?," She replied
" Yemma shway shway 3alay mo ana sibab il bankruptcy ili 9ar lina , remember?" I said
Mama Mariam tried to hide her tears by getting herself out of my room . I felt how sad my mother was when I started talking about the bankruptcy . I'm now sure my mother still loves her ex-husband "My father" even though he betrayed us . 

Hello.

The following Novel is not based on a true story ,  I'm not a writer I never write but I'm just giving it a shot so please no hate ,thanks.